Today I feel like

Going out
Wonder on the streets
It's early
And it was difficult to get up
But I had to
It's already hot and sunny
And I feel like destroying public things
And also building other things
I feel like kissing unknown people
And kicking some of them
Swearing at their face
Today I feel like buying a lot of
Stuff
And them burning them all in a park
But
As soon as I go downstairs
And make my first step into the light
My soul becomes
So much heavy
That I can't bear
The next step forward